Sunday, June 21, 2009

fugly )))))))))))))):

and i'm sad!

esp when this is a once-in-lifetime opportunity and experience that i thought i wouldnt have again after i didnt take part in hall pageant. like all other girls, i want it to be as beautiful a memory as possible.

but it certainly is tainted now with my fugly outfit, fugly hair and fugly makeup ): oh biang outfit, strange hair, and funny makeup. i think all of a sudden i prefer dressing myself up and doing my own hair and makeup. you see, i have all the strangest features combined together, and only i best know what suits me and what doesnt. i should have voiced out my displeasure over my hair and outfit and see what can be done. SILLY ME.

OKAY BAD THINGS ASIDE.

dress-fitting on wed was quite fun. if not because of the lousy clothes i got, i would have enjoyed it even more. i only tried on 2 pieces, and those were the 2 pieces i got. unfair!! but i must say those cheongsams cost a bomb! hmmm, if i set up a shop that sells wedding gowns, i will make sure my customers get the piece that looks the prettiest on them xp

then it was the photoshoot today. it's the first time we got to see the guys. i think i have quite a nice partner! :D okay partner, let's GAMBATE!! anyway, i was rather horrified when i realised we're only gonna shoot in our casual outfit, which is my obiang ah ma outfit!! i thought me nt liking it is bad enough; my make up artist has reaffirm the fact tt my outfit is fugly by telling me that she doesnt like it either. damn sad! esp when i looked at the pretty outfits that everybody else has. and who the hell sweeps bangs to the side?? ANYWAY. OTHER THAN THAT. photoshoot was quite an eye-opening experience, despite my dislike of taking photographs. couple shots were especially fun! with all the poses and stuff. we shall go the 大男人小女人路线. LOL! and the outdoor shots. so fun!

though i dun really wanna see the photos :(

more updates on the journey again! i want to have fun fun fun and i dun wanna be affected by these again. i hope everything will be better the next time.

if only you can be here to tell me that everything is okay. have fun in jakarta!

forEVER at 6/21/2009 01:08:00 AM