in the past few days i really thought i needed to get away from myself before i drive myself mad. i'll feel guilty if i let myself off too easily after all the careless and costly and fatal mistakes made after every paper, so i refuse to move on and instead, constantly remind myself how dumbdumb i am over and over and over again =( i seriously need to buck up. i don't want to grow up thinking of reliving 19 again =(
forEVER at 4/25/2009 11:44:00 PM